Unfortunately it's one of those days when I am feeling like the biggest loser in the world. Does anybody else ever feel this way? Seriously, I feel like I could crawl into a hole, curl up, and just hibernate for the winter. Blah. I loathe this feeling. LOATHE it.
I've never been very good about "snapping" out of bad moods either; they seem to just last, and last, and last, until suddenly the day is over and I realize I've just wasted it away by sulking. Then I feel guilty. Then I feel worse. It's a horrible cycle and I can't figure out how to break it.
Blah.
My bad mood could have originated from any of the following sources:
*A negative email read first thing this morning
*Work begins tomorrow so there is the stress of lunches, clothes, and sending my babies off to daycare
*I hate how I look in all of my clothes...can't seem to lessen my muffin-top composed of loose skin and muscles AT ALL
*I am doing horribly in my Healthy Living Challenge...how embarrassing
*I'm thinking of all the jobs/errands/responsibilities that need to be accomplished around here (including house cleaning) and yet not tending to any of them
*and on, and on, and on......
Blah.
Okay, have I ruined your night yet???
4 comments:
Attitude adjustments are always hard to accomplish but when you really consider what's important in your life - it's easier. Accept the things you can't change, change the things you can, and hope you have the wisdom to know the difference. Life happens to all of us, but a positive spin on things makes it that much easier.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
Kiss those precious babies for me.
Love, Mom
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
I had that feeling last night.
It will pass...hang in there!
I understand the blah. Now that the long weekend is over, I'm about to dive back into it head first.
Nice to see lots of posts from you, though -- welcome back, and I look forward to reading more. Maybe I'll have to update my blog occasionally, too.
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